Aham

I feel you. You see me.
I fear you. You laugh at me.
I try avoiding you. You stand right in front of me.
I curse you. You make me curse others.
I plead you to leave me. You stick to me like glue.
I want to enjoy other’s success. You make me envy them.
I want to share my happiness. You make me horde them.
I want to love. You make me doubt.
I then remove the ‘I’ from me. It is then that you become meaningless to me. Get lost you ‘I’.

Bahadur Shah Zafar ZIndabad...

Na kisi ki aankh ka noor hoon - 2
Na kisi ke dil ka qaraar hoon
Jo kisi ke kaam na aa sake
Main voh ek musht-e-ghobaar hoon
Na kisi ki aankh ka noor hoon

Mera rang roop bigad gaya
Mera yaar mujhse bichhad gaya
Jo chaman fizaa mein ujad gaya
Main ussi ki fasle bahaar hoon
Na kisi ki aankh ka noor hoon
Na kisi ke dil ka qaraar hoon

Main kahan rahoon, main kahan basoon
Na yeh mujhse khush, na voh mujhse khush
Main zameen ki peeth ka boj hoon
Main falak ke dil ka ghobaar hoon
Na kisi ki aankh ka noor hoon

Paye faateha koi aaye kyoon
Koi chaar phool chadaaye kyoon
Koi aake shamma jalaaye kyoon - 2
Main voh bekasi ka mazaar hoon
Na kisi ki aankh ka noor hoon
Na kisi ke dil ka qaraar hoon
Jo kisi ke kaam na aa sake
Main voh ek musht-e-ghobaar hoon
Na kisi ki aankh ka noor hoon